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October11

We went away to Georgia for the weekend, to see grandparents (stopped in on mine on the way), pick some pears, and hear, “So when’s the wedding?” six thousand times.

I’ve been having bad dreams.  I can’t remember them specifically although I know Monday night’s involved protists.  Other than that, I just know I am not sleeping through the night and generally exhausted.

ST and I had what could probably be considered our first fight yesterday.  I’m not ready to go over the details because it would probably be a very nice post in itself if I could just get my brain to focus for a second.  But it started with him yelling at me on the phone.  Not because he was mad, but because he had been scared and that made him mad.  I spent the drive home wondering how I would cope with that and get us to actually talk face-to-face.  But I got home and he felt like a jerk for yelling and we resolved the issue.

The sanctuary’s biggest fund-raising event is this Friday and I feel like a third leg - not only not useful, but possibly in the way.  I’ve only worked this once before and I have no idea what to expect.  I’m also despairing over what to wear because I do not own anything animal-themed and I can’t justify buying anything new.  I’m trying to justify a trip to a stylist for an updo but I don’t know of anyone on this side of town and I’m beginning to think it’s a bad idea.

You know I am seriously stressed when I cannot get my shit together over a haircut.

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  1. On October 13th, 2006 at 12:22 am jules Says:

    Heh. Once you DO get married, it’s: when are you going to have babies? The in-laws and out-laws are never satisfied.
    I thought it was about that time of year … I am hopeless at clothes & hair wrangles - nothing gets me as flustered as “what are you going to wear”. From what pics I’ve seen of the “do” in other years, there’s a wide range of dress, from full-on frocked-up with ostrich feathers, to safari shorts.
    Nothing beats a loose chignon (v easy too). Braids are “in” this year, wrapped around the up/chignon etc. Can you borrow somethig, maybe? Or dress all in black & paint your face like an ocelot? (feather boa & bloodsicle optional)

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