Jessica In Progress

For the Love of Fuck

Eight months and a world apart

November22

…that was the title of yesterday’s post that got eaten by hosting issues.

(Since my account is up mid-December, this not the greatest time for them to be letting me down, no?)

The post was about the fact that I received an email from a guy who found me through online dating about eight months ago and wanted to know if I was still looking for someone.  And dude, eight months ago my life was a lot different than now.  Aside from choosing to up and move out of state, I can’t imagine a life change this great.

And yes, sometimes these days I’m feeling the weight of those changes.  But I get to come home and have dinner with a man who will share that weight.  I go to class and feel the oldest and out-of-sync, but still get that charge of hearing something in lecture fit with something I knew before.

Side note:  On Monday, I showed up for two tests in a sweatshirt my father gave me when I was seventeen.  SEVENTEEN.  (I’m thirty-one for those not keeping count.)  That’s…not right, right?

I am incredibly happy for everything I have in my life.  The hardships remind me this is path I chose to take.

Happy Thanksgiving.

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