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Death amoung us

February11

I had driven to the condo by myself to change a lightbulb.  ST wasn’t feeling well and stayed home.

I had just finished up at Target (needed a bulb in order to change one), and saw I had two missed called, both from him.

“Hello?”

“Hey.”

“Hey.”

“What’s up?” I quipped.  To be honest, I was a little worried he had thought of something else he needed and I would have to brave the shoppers once again.

“It’s Cocoa.”  (Our guinea pig)

“He’s dead.”  I don’t believe I’ve ever said those words as a question.  You hear it in someone’s voice and you know.

“Not yet, but he’s close.”

We discussed one or two things, then I suggest just wrapping him in a towel and snuggling in bed with him.

“He’ll like that.”

I got home to say goodbye.  Celeste, the little black cat who had taken to climbing in his pen with him, came and gave a farewell sniff as well.

The lump he has always had on his left hind flank was now a mushy ball.  He was between six and seven years old.  A good age for a guinea pig.

We discussed getting a vet friend over to give him a shot, but nature took her course quickly and seemingly without pain.

This is the on the heels of losing a lioness at the sanctuary to cancer on Thursday.  I’ve been trying to give myself time to write eloquently about it, but now I don’t think I will.

Hug your loved ones, bipeds and otherwise.

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4 Comments to

“Death amoung us”

  1. On February 12th, 2007 at 10:54 am J. Mark English Says:

    I love the blog that you have. I was wondering if you would link my blog to yours and in return I would do the same for your blog. If you want to, my site name is American Legends and the URL is:

    http://www.americanlegends.blogspot.com

    If you want to do this just go to my blog and in one of the comments just write your blog name and the URL and I will add it to my site.

    Thanks,
    Mark

  2. On February 12th, 2007 at 12:23 pm mingaling Says:

    I’m sorry :(

  3. On February 14th, 2007 at 2:38 pm miss kendra Says:

    :(

    good thoughts for cocoa’s family.

  4. On February 15th, 2007 at 10:14 am Polichick/Kimberly Says:

    I’m very sorry, Jessica. Love to you all.

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